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Hey guys new journal! its friends only tho so comment to be added
Abstract_Matter
www.livejouranl.com/users/abstract_matter/
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[09 Sep 2005|06:28am] |
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mmk so my plans for the weekend so far are...
1.maybe have someone stay the night tonight maybe hopefully that would be wonderful
2.saturday hanging out with TI and staying the night at james' most likley probobly go to kenneths show
3.Also I may see some of my homies at some point this weekend
4. TI and I are going to go see The Exorcism of Emily Rose on saturday at westland showcase I beleive.
5. Thats about it I was just stalling to seem cool that I have stuff to do this weekend
[Edit] 5:29 PM
scrap plans 2 and 4 because yea tiffani isnt comming
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[06 Sep 2005|05:24am] |
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well I never thaught it would have ended the way it did, im not too happy with it but I did what I had to do. I guess what im worried about the most is that she doesnt care that its over and she will just go out with that cory kid right away. =/ I feel like I didnt spend my time wisely enough with her. I also feel like she didnt actually love me though and im starting to wonder if what we went through was really love. I mean if you love someone you dont cheat on them, or do any of the things that have happened. Ive really been thinking I didnt really sleep last night and I woke up early, my stomach hurts im having an alser. I feel like I did the right thing but I dont want her to move on and forget me so quickly. Isnt it amazing how you think that something could last forever and the next minute your right where you started five months ago. I just wish she hadnt of done the things she had. We had so many good times together how do you just throw them away I cant understand it. Was I not a good enough boyfriend? was it because I argued with her a lot? I dont know I guess I never will know. I just wish it had not of ended like this. I allready know I wont take her back this time its officially over but I do want to stay friends I just hope I can handle that without feeling remorse every time I see her. I sat in my room last night and tore up the picture I had of us together. I just cant beleive its finally over. I envy those who have people who care for them as much as they do. I just dont see how it went wrong =(. If any of this was my fault im sorry...I dont know what to say other than I just wish you had thaught before you did the things youve done and realize what you have thrown away. I feel like nothing I feel like every word I have ever said just ment nothing to her like I was just being used for something and I dont even know what. I gave her the best I had and I guess it wasnt good enough, I just hope the next boy that she finds treats her better than I did...well sorry for ranting guys but ive just been trying to put this into words since last night =/
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[05 Sep 2005|04:10pm] |
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[02 Sep 2005|02:33pm] |
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Happy FIVE MONTHS tiffani =o woo =*=*;] I love you times whole bunches GO_GUS
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[27 Aug 2005|01:16am] |
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oook so I went to school and all that jazz james and haley came and picked me up we gave rachel a ride home then we hitched it over to my house cleaned my room and such then headed to james we dropped haley off and kinda chilled here. We then went and picked up tony and rachel. We drove to the game met up with some people uhm hung around and such. Then the game ended forever later and as we were pulling outta the parking lot, tony thaught it would be way sweet to yell franklin sucks so naturally this guy wanted to kick our ass so he gets us to pull over and he gets out of the car and calls all these people over to like fight, scrap it up you get the idea eventually we appologized and we became like bffs. Then we drove away went up to King Kone and saw brad ellis. He had this low rider truck thing. He told us to follow him so he could be gay and show us sparks comming out of his car so we did. We told him they shot up about 5 inches so he gave us 5 dollars and harassed us a little hes pretty much a dick lol. Then we drove to frankies hung out there went to taco bell then back to frankies and finally we just came home. On the way home we saw this guy getting arrested he was bloody had no shirt and was being tazered by the cop it was crazy we drove by like 10 times. Now we are at james and im so tired its sickening let me tell you
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[23 Aug 2005|06:15pm] |
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[23 Aug 2005|01:19pm] |
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TI - ASAP |
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not that anyone cares since like 1% of my lj is composed of woodhaven kids but here is my schedule
01 Adv Software Rosetti
02 Speech Clemons
02 Research Skillman
03 Earth Sci Jones
03 Sociology Vrabel
04 Inter Alg 1B Math Staff
05 Child Dev Hoeft
05 Astronomy Ford
06 Essay Lalonde
06 Concepts PE Trzeciak
annnd my homeroom is 11007 whatev that is lol
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[21 Aug 2005|05:05pm] |
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Circa Survive - The Great Golden Baby |
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uhh so yesterday me and dad went and got a hotel room when to see the wedding crashers and went to eat. It was pretty fun I thaught the movie was good. Then today we left at like 11 to go to my grandmas and take some pictures before the wedding. Got to see emma and such. Then we all made it over to the chapel my sister and brother were late and dad was pretty pissed untill they showed up lol. Uhh apparently I was the best man and I didnt even know it. So then after that we all went over to the dearborn in and we ate and such hung out with family memebers. Finally the party ended at about 4:00 then we all went home dad and mikki stayed at the dearborn in for the nigh ;];] owow someones gettin some tonight. And so now im here babysitting Danielle and her cousin Danielle Ann =( so yea not much to say soooo comment
P.S. I love tiffani? yea I thaught so too
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[19 Aug 2005|12:57am] |
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uh yea so I had to wake up at 8 today to go get my pictures for school. Got all the way up there and dad forgot the picture thing so we had to drive all the way back. I got my picture taken went to my locker and I guess we get our own lockers which is new for me. Then we went up to target and dad was taking for ever to fucking shop. Left target dad went and got his hair cut. Then we went up to get our shoes shined, followed by an exciting trip to the mall so dad can look at boxers. After an hour there finally I get to come home but find out I cant even fuckin do anything since dad is being gay and he said I basically have to put my life on hold for him...fag. So I couldnt go to Tony's. Another night at home, yay. Uhh tomarrow im supposed to hang out with this girl angel I guess. I hope shes nice cause i'd like to have a few friends before I go into this school. Basically I wasted my life on this computer again. I wish I had something to do with my life I just sit here playing with html and what not its getting old. I wish I never discovered computer im sure I could have done a lot more with life or maybe if I wasnt such a sissy and played sports. James needs to get home since hes being a bitch and is up north for the week. Comes home saturday finally. I dunno I guess im done updating I only updated cause people were telling me to. So yea here it is, hope your happy with it
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[15 Aug 2005|10:09pm] |
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laguna beach ♥ |
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Chris Kelsay;
My Lover ♥
Gesh, I love you so much babby :]
You dont even know, Your my everything.
Even if I do live forever away, I dont care. We will make it.
Im so glad your in my life. &im so glad your in love with me.
I know I mess up sometimes, &Im way sorry. But you know that.
So I thought it would be cute for me to write in your journal, lol
Yeah you love it ♥ :]
But yeah, I love you a whooole bunch.
And were deff going to be together forev, cause were just sweet like that :]
Your my favorite, lol.
&I cant wait to see you again.
I LOVE YOU FOREV BABBBY ♥
♥ Your lover<3
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[13 Aug 2005|11:15pm] |
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Heck yes I went to the demolition derby today and one car caught on fire and there was lots of smashing but thats about it then me and megan,kelly,katie,emma,and eric went to mcdonalds it was fun but im gettin fat but yea short update !
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[12 Aug 2005|12:15pm] |
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so im not too happy with what is going on with my life right now :/ its really pissing me off im not going to lie. I am making some rash decisions and jumping to conclusions latley. It just seems everyone is against me for some reason. I wish that I wasnt like this but I cant help it. I want to write things in here but I cant and I think im going to make another journal just so I can write what is on my mind and no one can see it. There is this lump on the back of my head and it really hurts I hope its not cancer causing. I have a bump on the top of my head and that hurts like hell too. I am just having a really rough time and it sucks. I want to go home and just sleep. Being up here makes me feel defenseless. I feel like I cant control what is going on and it makes me mad so im being mean to everyone :x. But I guess on the bright side I went to the water park with Eric, Kelly, and Emma yesterday. We went on water slides and stuff like that. Finally we came home and played monopoly. I won for once in my life. Ive probobly played a total of 12 hours of monopoly since ive been up here. Today we are going to the fair hopefully. I dunno yet. And then tomarrow we dunno and sunday im going home finally. Its been fun up here though I really like it I just wish I was home to oversee things ya know? But yea thats all I have to say so yea...
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[11 Aug 2005|12:01am] |
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uhh today was pretty fun me emma brit and eric played monopoly and eric and went to mackinaw. We were gonna go to the water park but it closed way early so we are going tomarrow with kelly maybe instead unless it rains. I'm pretty psyched it looked like fun, and maybe we will jump off the bridge again but yea thats all
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[09 Aug 2005|11:16pm] |
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so today kelly came over cause I was all alone, she entertained me for a while it was fun. Then some people came over and assembled a bed it was weird. After a while eric and emma came home. We all played monopoly and I won ;]. We then drove to mcdonalds and got some food, some people wanted to know who I was it was like 3 chicks and a dude. Then we all went to jump off some bridge and it was ridiculous so I went like two times and hurt my wrist but oh well. Then we all went to the hotel and went swimming but to make a long story short im back at emmas woo.
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[06 Aug 2005|10:41pm] |
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ah so today was the last day I get to see tiffani and she is here till friggen next friday and im sad cause ima be up north that whole week =( I mean it will be ok cause I get to see all my friends there but tiffani lives far and I love her lol but its ok cause she wore me out today im wiped out zzz uhh if your tiffani and you happen to read this, I wont be home till sunday. =/ sorry love but you gotta try and come down here again soooon I cant wait till september ima go crazy but yea im totally wipe out so im going to bed so good night all and I love you tiffani sooo much i'd make a kiss face, but im all kissed out haha
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[02 Aug 2005|12:08am] |
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Haaaaapy 4 months tiffani nicole lewis :* im super duper madly in love with you and I cant wait to see you and when you get here I have a gift for you and a biiig kiss. Im so happy with you and I cant imagine myself with anyone else :] I love you happy 4 months lova
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[01 Aug 2005|12:26am] |
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mmk well im way tired so ima try to do this, I went to see a bunch of good bands my fav being BNO they were intense but some kid decided he wanted to head butt me in the nose, yea that was cute... Uhh I saw like million people that I knew such as kelly, veronica, ah im way tired im gonna do that lol but yea I saw a bunch. Uhh hawthorne heights was pretty intense I almost got sick in senses fail it was so hot I could stay there and it didnt help some guy clotheslined me in the pit haha. I saw a whole bunch of stuff and bought a way lot of water I was so thirsty. Uhh it was a bitch getting home cause they wouldnt let us leave the way we came in so we had to improvise. Somehow we ended up at a taco bell in ranom place and find angi, anj, shelby and chelsey hay? lol I was like wtf uhh but yea if you want to hear more about it...dont ask cause then i'd be saying the same thing like 20 times so yea im way tired I love tiffani 4L 4 months on the 2nd buy us gifts haha
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